La musa

From time to time I work as usual
to write poetry, I would like to dedicate
as more time for painting
  I sometimes wonder
to whom I dedicate! good!
basically I do not have a real person
but rather an imaginary person.
There is a personage
, is just a figment of my imagination
But as the time passes
  I started to think like that ...!
how many characters! Now I myself
I say! I would not compare myself to a character
known because I would feel presumptuous
so thinking I realize that
I never dwelt on the figure
the muse.
I never focused, more than anything else,
  the difference they could make
being there or not, of a muse.
It is completely different. At least for me.
but those feelings, those emotions that
the muse generates, then pour
  on everything you do.
And you know you are capable of
things that you did not think I knew to do,
of thoughts you thought you could not
  imagine.
It is important that the muse is
actually there with you, just
also you have it in your thoughts.
There was a period in which a person,
   I was deeply attached,
  gave me something
spiritual values ​​as inspired me,
  and there I started to write in a way
  that was not mine.
when the muse is not there, I feel a little
as a
  gull with wings weighed down.