differance

Yasunori Kawamatsu keep becoming Yasunori Kawamatsu.
What's the beautiful things?
If Beautiful-things happened in my perceive, I can say that my mind have Beautiful-things.
If subject have Beautiful origin, What's the [subject]? and what's [not subject]?
in this case, Subject is myself. What's the relation of me to me? This make relation is get perceive to me by myself.
Being myself,,, keep certain and make relation of me to me.
I guess,,, Beautiful be happening by being myself .